《HILLARY'S CHOICE》

1. INTO THE FLAMES3

CLEANING OUT CLOSETS9

THE DRESS REHEARSAL11

THE NEED TO KNOW AND THE FEAR OF KNOWING13

LET THE WAR BEGIN15

THE FAMILY THAT DENIES TOGETHER16

2. SLEEPING THROUGH THE REVOLUTION19

KEEPINGTHE BUBBLE IN THE CENTER23

FINDING WAYS TO BE NOTICED25

BETTER DEAD THAN RED IN PARK RIDGE30

A HARD RAIN'S A-GONNA FALL32

WAKING UP34

THE BUDDING POLITICIAN37

3. "I WONDER WHO IS ME?"39

WHAT Is HAPPINESS?40

FIGHTINGTHE INNER DICTATOR43

THE WONK GROUP45

CHOOSING AN IDENTITY46

"MY FEBRUARY DEPRESSION"53

THE "RADICALIZATION" OF HILLARY RODHAM THE KILLING OF THE KING57

A RING BY SPRING?59

4. FIRST LOVE62

THE REVOLUTION IS US!65

GETTING SERIOUS69

WEEKENDSIN THE COUNTRY71

5. PRUDE MEETS PASSION75

MOVEMENT GIRL77

LOSING CONTROL82

RUNNING WITH BILL84

MOVING IN--WITH DOUBTS85

SOUTHERN EXPOSURE87

A COUPLE OF FAVORS88

CRAZY DREAMS?90

6. THE HOT SPRINGS KID92

WILL-O'-THE-WISP96

CONSTRUCTING AN AIRTIGHT Box98

THE INVENTION OF BILL CLINTON100

FIRST PRAISE104

EVERYTHING'S SLICK107

HILLARY'S LEAP OF FAITH109

THE COLLEGE GIRLFRIEND110

WAR ROOM114

7. ARKANSAS DIAMONDS AND DENIM117

How HILLARY WON BILL AND BILL WON HILLARY119

THE HILL WOMAN125

SUPERWOMAN129

CHELSEA MORNING132

TAKING CARE OF "BABY"134

8. THE RODHAM REGENCY IN ARKANSAS139

TEACHING BILL TO FIGHT BACK142

A CALCULATED METAMORPHOSIS144

SOMETHING IN COMMON147

RETALIATION IN THE BUSHES149

HILLARY GOES ARKANSAS151

RUNNIN' AND GUNNIN'154

HILLARY'S BLIND SPOT157

9. MONEY BUSINESS159

CALLING E. E HUTTON161

THE ODD COUPLE162

A THORN AT THE ROSE164

HILLARY'S ARMOR168

KING OF THE MOUNTAIN170

BETSEY'S BLACK BOOK174

10. DIVORCE OR REDEDICATION?180

A WOMAN DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE OTHERS182

HILLARY'S ADDICTION185

THE RE-SEDUCTION OF BILL CLINTON189

BACK IN THE GAME191

HILLARY'SBRILLIANT CHOICE193

11. Two FOR THE PRICE OF ONE197

THE ENABLERS198

INSULATING HERSELF FROM HURT200

JUST MY BILL203

FIGHTING GENNIFER WITH JENNIFER204

THE LOCKDOWN205

RUNNING MATES208

THE REAL HONEYMOON214

VICTORY218

12. THINGS FALL APART220

THE ASCENDANCE224

THE FIRST SIX HUNDRED DAYS226

WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE230

LOSING THE EAST PROTECTOR236

13. DOWN HILL240

HARD CHOICES244

GOD, WHY ME?247

BOTTOM OF THE HILL251

14. TUNING IN TO ELEANOR254

SAVING BILL--AGAIN256

THE ELEANOR CHANNEL261

SKUNK AT THE GARDEN PARTY266

GOING FLAT OUT271

15. FIRST WOMAN OF THE WORLD275

"THAT LOVELY MEMO"278

KEEPING THE CLOSET LOCKED281

ALL ALONE AT THE TOP283

GLIDING ACROSS COUNTRY287

OPEN NECKS289

IGNORING MIDDLE AGE291

16. EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW294

FRIENDLY FLINGS298

SPLITTING301

HILLARY'S WAR304

THE SUMMER OF HER DISCONTENT307

CHELSEA EVENING309

HOW COULD HE?312

HOLIDAY FROM HELL313

THE UNREPENTANT316

THE DEEP FREEZE318

HUMILIATION ABROAD320

Now Is THE TIME FOR TURNING322

17. THE REBIRTH OF HILLARY RODHAM327

OPENING UP329

WHY NOT NEW YORK?333

LET HIM WAIT335

NEGATIVE SPACE337

THE RACE FOR REDEMPTION340

OUT OF THE GATE342

HILLARY'S HIDDEN HAND IN KOSOVO344

THE COUPLE CROSSOVER346

QUEEN HILLARY HITS THE STREETS350

THE ROAD NOT YET TRAVELED352

Notes355

Index379